I feel like there’s a hole in my heart that will never be filled. I feel out of place in the world I live in. Like I’m a mistake. It sucks. I feel alone all the time. It hurts, almost to the point of physical pain.
I’m good at helping people, but I can’t solve my own problems.
I feel like I just want to sleep, and stop existing for a while. A long while.
And I want to cry but I can’t. Because that would make people notice me and take time to help me. And I don’t want to get in the way.
I think I’ve forgotten how to cry.